this saturday night. he asking me some serious question that. am i would feel disgust if i will take care of him when he got sick or whatever. am i would be stay with him, taking care of him when he got some serious sick. cant even i'm not avoid him and neglect him. i know. i always being selfish or something bad . i admit that i'm not one hundred percent have a good character. but,still . i try the best for you. and now, you are the best i ever had .