Thursday, July 30, 2009

cheers up

Life changes every second. Sometimes up, sometimes down. Well, every single thing always have a price. The precious thing, need a precious sacrifice too. But i believe, problem and sacrifice is just about our respond and our perception to face it.
So, stay strong and just keep staying alive.

cheers for our awesome life.

Monday, July 27, 2009


yey, finally me and my friend,vira get this university, like scholarship because its free. :) and i pass The 7 test before which is very depends by lucky, i think. Welcome dormitory and i must cut my hair shortly but i will get DSLR from my dad as a gifts. Hey dude, everything have a price. Well, Sounds boring but i don't care because i still have many dream to catch. But i feel relieved because one of my goal was accomplish. Now i can write 'check' on my notes. yippi . Thanks God. Now i can go again and do something with my life and try to get my own life, to not depend on someone else and do more, try best to makes my parent satisfy and give my parents a big smile for growing me.


Saturday, July 25, 2009

Friday, July 24, 2009


watching harpot yesterday and cool. Anyway, i like the character of Luna Lovegood, may its sounds weird but i just love the personality at harpot. mysterious, sexy, and dare-to-being-different.

But, my role model character, favourites, still Hermione Granger. So smart and sophisticated !

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

erh erh erhh

i see this at tumblr . and just fell like 'yeah, absolutely right! robert pattinson, LOL'


Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu
Kau menungguku menunggu ku terjatuh
Setiap langkah tertuju setia dalam menunggu

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

Kau peluk aku sebelum membunuhku
Tersenyum melihatku merenung melihatmu

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku
Mengapa tak kau tunjukkan dihadapanku
Apa yang kau lakukan dibelakangku
Dibelakangku dibelakangku dibelakangku....

Aku menunggumu menunggumu menunggumu mati
Didepanku didepanku didepanku

Monday, July 6, 2009

a life, huh ?

well, i’m not a complained that always argue, asking and pushing someone to do something. I’m not an anarchy person that will be so angry and put a gun. I’m not an emo that may feeling so mellow and feel down. I’m just an ordinary human that also have a limit. Just have a little strength to through all of this.

This is a way out to makes myself feel free. I don’t know. Like Lenka’s said, “i’m just a little girl caught in the middle, life is a maze, and love is a riddle”

and like baldybodhi saids : BORN, CONSUME,MATES AND DIE. A holly circle. For a God’s sake. I just need a peace, a save-place where i can spend all my hobby and makes my dream getting real. Even i still don't know what i'm looking for. But, is that the point we are still have life, isn't it ? If we can find and can finish our job in this world, then isn't it means we are dead enough ? Well, I just need more strength to through this. But in my deepest heart...
I sure i can through this.
Well, keep motivated.

cheers up !


Kita berdua hanya berpegangan tangan
Tak perlu berpelukan
Kita berdua hanya saling bercerita
Tak perlu memuji

Kita berdua tak pernah ucapkan maaf
Tapi saling mengerti
Kita berdua tak hanya menjalani cinta
Tapi menghidupi

Ketika rindu, menggebu gebu, kita menunggu
Jatuh cinta itu biasa saja
Saat cemburu, kian membelenggu, cepat berlalu
Jatuh cinta itu biasa saja

Jika jatuh cinta itu buta
Berdua kita akan tersesat
Saling mencari di dalam gelap
Kedua mata kita gelap
Lalu hati kita gelap
Hati kita gelap
Lalu hati kita gelap

efek rumah kaca- jatuh cinta itu biasa saja

yeah, jatuh cinta itu... biasa saja ...

Friday, July 3, 2009

rain's season

hmm . some random pictures at my webcam.
a rainy day, with a hot cappucinno, and MJ's playlist.
what a maze day today.
and i never had an idea where life will bring me after this.
i dont know, absolutely don't have an idea.

hell yeah,
i don't care.
just enjoy this day more than ever.

well, i try do my best .
try to staying alive .

ckckck, boys !

boys !
why sometimes they just screw up our mind.
i watched transformers 2 at xxi last saturday
and melt,
i means REALLY melting seeing Josh Duhamel.
What a @#$%, LOL .
i hope i can find hmm,
similar guy like that and can make him mine ! =P
but i think i almost find it.

not sooo similar. but i think. i got crush !
d*mn, recently i just got a crush and crush,
i crush into somebody, and maybe tomorrow
the boy will be someones different.
LOL . I think i want to stop feel this silly feeling.
or i just want to enjoy it.
but i think i can hurt people's feeling with what i do *evilgrin*

hey, i am single!
and i have a choice !
then, before i have "a relationship state"
am i do wrong if i just selected and see ...

but at least i know that boy must makes me melting like Josh Duhamel !
OMG . He's so hot ! LOL


aku benci
ketika aku menjadi orang
yang membuat senyummu tak ada lagi
aku membenci diriku sendiri
ketika aku membuat keputusan
yang aku pun tak tau benar atau salah

aku benci
ketika aku harus merasa bersalah
dengan apa
yang aku bahkan tak tahu
menyakitimu atau tidak

aku benci
ketika tak tahu apa apa
tentang dirimu
bahkan sejak dulu
aku tak pernah benar-benar yakin
tentang apa yang kau rasakan
aku tak mau dengar orang lain
ini tentang kita

dan aku benci ...
sedikit membencimu
ketika kau pergi
seperti ada sesuatu yang hilang

dan bahkan aku tak tahu apa yang telah kau hilangkan
ia memang ada
dia yang...
kurasa lebih mencintaiku
daripada kamu
kamu yang tidak pernah bilang apa-apa
kamu yang tidak pernah
berusaha membuktikan apa-apa

lalu, kenapa 24 jam sehari
aku masih bisa mendengar suara tentang kita ?

p.s :
thank you for
the amazing memories
you bring to my life,
it will last forever,
i swear...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

still haven't found...

Quotes Myspace Comments

I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you...

I have run I have crawled
I have scaled these city
Only to be with you

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire

I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone

But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

I believe in the Kingdom Come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
But yes I'm still running.

You broke the bonds
You loosened the chains
You carried the cross
And my shame

You know I believed it
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for
But I still haven't found
What I'm looking for

i still haven't found what i'm looking for-u2

and i sure, i can find what i'm looking for, someday !